She had a fit on Friday night, now we know it was most likely her tumour affecting her brain. But yesterday she was fine, perfectly herself. Till the afternoon when she became unsettled, but still relatively ok. In the evening, she wouldn't eat, and started fitting again but it didn't stop. The emergency vet was excellent, thankfully, and, taking all information into account that she got both from us, and a few tests she quickly ran, together we decided the kindest thing was not to prolong the inevitable for my sweet, darling girl, and we let her slip off into peace.
It is the worst time, the most painful time right now, but, we know her life mattered, and will continue to. Her 4 years of life she had once she got out of the puppy farm hell, were the best we could offer her. I know she made the most of every minute she had of freedom. Through my writing I have found a voice I didn't know I had, and she gave me that. The bond we had is like nothing I could ever have imagined it would become when I adopted her. And in her name I will continue to fight the industry that causes such suffering. Today is horrible, but I will pull myself together for Twinkle and Renae.
Susie-Belle, my darling, my muse, my special one, you're now with Jasmine, forever at peace.
Not only has she changed the course of your life, she has managed to teach people about the horrors of puppy farming and was the inspiration behind Schnauzerfest, this will continue thanks to you.
